This is a newsletter comes out of a nearly 20-year career supporting experienced writers working on books and other projects.

I care a lot about the personal and artistic transformation that helps when you dig deep and get vulnerable to tell your most urgent stories.

So here I’ll be focusing a lot on mindset issues: procrastination, perfectionism, perfectionism, shame, and other writing blocks that get in the way of finishing the work you most want to write.

Along the way, I will also share my own journey through many of these and other issues in the form of monthly personal essays.

Finally, I am also sharing regular updates about memoir and nonfiction craft, as well as interviews with leading writers from The Book I Had to Write podcast.

I’m so glad you’re here!

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I love nothing better than to help you succeed—whether it’s getting your memoir project off the ground, finishing your book proposal or agent query, or overcoming a mindset issue like procrastination or writing past shame.

All subscribers get access to weekly posts that cover these topics plus monthly personal essays, reading roundups, and more.

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You get everything that a paid subscriber gets PLUS

  • You’ll be promoted as a “sponsor” on an upcoming episode of The Book I Had to Write podcast (we can tailor the message together)

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Praise for this Newsletter

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About Me

Since 2005 I’ve been writers to dig deep and tell their most authentic life stories through the application of craft and insight. These days I work 1:1 to help authors finish market-ready drafts, proposals, query letters, and more.

My own writing has appeared in the New York Times, Washington Post, Brevity, Essay Daily and many other places. I also edited the prize-winning anthology Lost Tribe: Jewish Fiction from the Edge (Perennial).

I have an MFA in Creative Nonfiction from the Vermont College of Fine Arts, and also host The Book I Had to Write show, available wherever you listen to podcasts.

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I focus on the place where urgency meets resistance—what gets in the way of the writing the big, scary things you want to. Also, home of THE BOOK I HAD TO WRITE podcast. Currently publishes 2x a month.

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I'm a writer and book coach/writing instructor. Working on a hybrid memoir. I host The Book I Had to Write podcast; & my newsletter, The Book I Want to Write, was chosen by Sarah Fay as one of “20 Best Creative Writing Substacks."